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My 20th birthday <3

2012-01-30T19:47:00.001+08:00

On the 28 of jan,
I hosted a steamboat session at my home. In collaboration with CNY N my 20th Birthday celebration:)
On the 29, went for dinner at my Workplace NYNY with my colleagues:)
On the 30, went causeway point with weijie and Sheryl for a simple catchup dinner:)
On the actual day, 31 jan..
I went back to Tamp Ite to celebrate with my juniors:)
Played captains ball and we all had a whale of a time smashing cake! Hoho

Great thanks to those who made it to my hse:) love you all:D

Here are some of the Picts :)
(not in order)

2012-01-27T02:11:00.001+08:00

She is just the girl I am looking for... #singing:D

CNY 2012

2012-01-25T00:38:00.006+08:00

It's been long since i blogged..
Its Chinese New Year :D Happy new year everyone......

Its been a tough year for me
So many bad news and issues for me to swallow.

I just hope few more days when i turn 20, things just get better
Anyway, i have decided to leave Sp as i really really detest my class as there really consist of many fakers.

I can't take it any longer.
But i am sure gonna miss afew of my classmates whom are real:)

The only thing that i am really holding back my withdrawing of Sp is due to my LEO Club mates and the things i had contributed and i have yet to contribute more:x
Call me a sucky and fkup vice president #thatswhatibrandedmyself

I feel so bad leaving but i had no choice!
I suck academically in my current course!
And i know i wont pass it well, so i dont wanna waste my time and $$ to dwell on something which i had no interest n confidence on..

I dont wish to show my parents a failure after squandering off all their hard earned $$!!!!

This year i have decided to celebrate my birthday at my place with my LEO mates as they really played a big big part in my life during my life @ SP!
I have decided to host
a Steamboat session on the 28 jan at my place,
a simple dinner meetup with my colleagues on the 29,
a simple dinner with my ITE buddies and
a TPSC reunion BD celebration at Student Hub on the 31 (actual day)

I really hope this Saturday event will be a success and be a blast! #crossfingers
It will be best if there is surprises for me;) hahahaha

Well, at this point in life, i shall name it as another messy time of my life!

There are many things i wanna say about my current friends now
I really treasure them alot
ever since i got into my class, after i mingled with so many fakers
i really really treasure friends who are real to me
Real or fake friends
you can simply use ur heart to feel them
So i am really grateful to know my current friends:)

But i am a person who are bad at maintaining friendships
But deep down at the bottom of my heart
I LOVE THEM ALL!

dont know what to type alrdy~~~~
just leave it as it is for the time being!hahahha......

ohya.............CLAIRE HELLO DONT ANGRY LIAO! SMILEEEEEEEE :D hahahhahaha

2011-12-10T06:33:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday
生日快乐：D

周杰伦-你好吗

2011-12-04T15:22:00.001+08:00

墙上静止的钟是为谁停留
是不是和我一样赖着不走
你说故事已经结束很久
我忘了　向前走
我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空
还牵着　你的手
想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到　你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？
想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到　你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？
也许在不同的时空
还牵着　你的手

2011-12-03T00:38:00.001+08:00

勉强是没有幸福的。

On the bus

2011-11-24T22:08:00.001+08:00

Was appointed as the vice president of Sp Leo Club..
Although it was something to be happy of but the level of stress overwhelmed the level of joy:x
I must really perfect my prioritisation as my studies ain't going anywhere better and I couldn't afford to fail my math..
If I fail I will have to leave sp, leaving the clubs I love, leaving those friends I love..

I can't disappoint my friends and family ard me:x

IMH event day

2011-11-13T16:49:00.001+08:00

Blogging using iPhone:)
Just ended IMH event,
Was a different experience and a very fruitful one..
We were scared at first..
But we all settled down and played hard with them as well.

I was happy that I got the support of my team during workout.. As I really can't do it alone..
Credit goes to them for bringing the atmosphere up:)

Overall, a great success and a satisfactory event..

Looking forward to the IMH outing:)

After that , went mike hse to eat play and overnight :) awesome night spent
Had a mans talk as usual..
And the rest played wii, while me Jovian amirul, Ronghao all knocked out~ slping like a pig!!

This is the unusual sunday that you will see me available and so free to blog:P

Felt super great to be workfree on a Sunday.. :D

Stayed at home to revise my work and getting more rest too..
Been long since I stay home,
I miss home cook food!
And.....
Tonight I am gonna be eating it:D
Best<3

Journey

2011-11-04T00:56:00.005+08:00

A long journey home..
Sitting on the back seat of pipi bike,
Many thoughts went through my mind..

I really really had got to start studying hard!!

How can i build a house for the one i love in future
If i don't study hard enough now?

And i really must work hard to lessen the load of my parents in future..
They worked really hard enough to let me and my brother lead a normal life, but in actual fact, we are actually poor.. But they hide those situation inside them.. and brought us up.. i am really grateful to them.. For life!

And as for love..
There is nth i can do,
and now its really not the appropriate time for it.
Although i really like you, infact alot!
But i know we all have our own commitment and i know u are very devoted and concentrated to ur studies..
And that's why i didnt bug u at all..

But if in future or in any point in time,
Fate allows,
I will never let you go.

I just hope the days will get better for everyone...
Ever since the day i got into poly,
I miss having a group of true friends talking crap or rotting ard...
I just dont understand why..
But i guess i cant always go the smooth way..

I am trying to cope with school work too
MAth is really killing me..
But i wont give up!

I am happy that i joined LEO club
Many true friends made.. well i hope they will last..
However, i am really disappointed in the introduction of some characters..
But there are bound to be..
It's obvious to see who are fighing for smth, who are just purely to serve..
I have seen it many time, when i was in charge of Hse Chairman during my reign in Tamp ITE..
many ppl tried to angkat me... so as to secure a slot in the committee.

But i can accept that in student council or any other genre of club!
But i cant accept it in clubs which are doing community services esp leo club!!

Doing community is by heart, and not by ur brain!
That defeats the purpose of serving the community...

sometime i just wish that there is someone who can really hear me pour out all my sorrow.. but it's hard:x

Oh and i am really really guilty to this one club called, CSCC. especially mine awesome com service team.. I am really sorry to leave u guys just like that..
some of u might hate me, some of u might not.. but one thing for sure,
I love u all, and we had some wonderful moments tgt:)
The reason i left is becos some of the seniors are really way too f up! hahahah
so no point:)
......

My brain's hurting in the mist of recalling stuff that i have forgotten..
I hope it wont worsen..
cos i am just only starting to find my smile back:)

Goodnight everyone
and to u:)

I just hope that there is a day where we can stroll at the park and have some hearty talk...or even catching a movie or stuff..

Some interesting quotes

2011-11-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

-Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, 'It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver. -Jack Handy

-Nothing splendid was ever created in cold blood.Heat is required to forge it. Every great accomplishment is the story of a flaming heart.

-People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within.

-You can't put the toothpaste back in the tube.

-People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost.

-When elephants fight, it is the grass that suffers.

-Songs are sneaky things. They can slip across borders. Proliferate in prisons. Penetrate hard shells. I always believed the right song at the right moment could change history.

-Love is not a desicion, it is a feeling. If we could decide who we love, it would be alot simpler, but alot less magical.

:D Smile Retrieved

2011-10-31T00:33:00.007+08:00

hahaha I shall dedicate this post to my one and only "fan".. i know u have been reading my blog ah! haha.. Thanks for ur support;)

Do u know?
when u told me actually u had been reading my blog, my face turned red and was damn paiseh!! hahaha
I really nvr thought u would have read it and i thought it would be the safest place to write my feelings towards u!!! hahah

But still !! u Li Hai! ~ Speechless! hehehe :P

Once again, thanks for the long long email that u spent almost the whole night thinking n writing :x Zhen De thank you, xie xie ni:D

Originally, i was Mentally and physically tired... but after ur mail, i was revitalized:)

I was really happy that both of us can really clear our mind and say things out!
I also really didnt expect the day whereby i come clean with my feelings towards you will come.. but inevitably, it came! hahah

We are both adults so i find it needless to hide our feelings
so i decided to tell u:)

But pardon me for hiding my feelings from the start
cos i know u would definitely feel that i am using u or smth, and yes u did felt that way..
and partly becos i dont wanna scare u away and make things turn out awkward!!
But it still turns out that way.. :x

So i also decided to stay a distance away from u so as not be become one of ur burden and person u wanna avoid!

Well~ now that u are clear of my feelings towards u
and I want nothing from you
But just
maintain the faith and trust u have in me

I will still be flying ard
RMB ~ Guardian Angel will never die!

after u have read this post ~
Go and re-read the
FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 30, 2011 post ba:)

Dedicated to J2 :)
Smile :D

2011-10-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

I got to work much on this!!!!
I dont want things to be like this thats why i didnt confess.. but why does it still turns out this way?

If being good will turn into awkwardness, than i shall just be a bad ass!

2011-10-08T01:48:00.002+08:00

So many things in doubts for me
life have been pretty messed up

i am not good
but i am really trying my best to change

so many friends on facebook
but when i really need someone
how many actually will come?

I mustnt let my mood manipulate my actions

2011-10-06T02:31:00.002+08:00

Rmb , dont back down anything just by my own assumption.
Live life at the moment
Dont do anything silly at the heat of the moment.
and do not be manipulated by my mood when it comes to decision making!

Dont indulge in self-pity!
Smile through everything in life
Cos smile is the best remedy to any problems in life

off to slp
nights:D

:D

2011-10-04T03:34:00.002+08:00

Just came back home from intruding 3 hse of chalets at pasir ris!! :) Dam awesomely fun to do that!! hahaha but abit extra!! but happy can alrdy:P

Anyw, talk about the past again!
juv asked me a qn
what if she suddenly came back one day
than how?

This qn had been revolving ard me!!
and i have clearly know what i want
I know everything wont go back
so all i want is an explanation.. nth more!!

and they ask me when i am going to confess to u
i said...

I cant confess
nor love you in the most usual way
cos its unfair for u, and i dont wish to scare u away?? i am really afraid to scare u away if i confess to u:x
So i shall just be ur angel
flying around
hoping one fine day
u will realise there is this one persistence angel flying ard:) hahahaha

Dont know when u will read this post
But i wanted to apologise to u
if i ever did things that is silly and dumb
but just hope u wont blacklist me
cos once i like someone
i tend to do stupid stuff which i dont usually do

And i shan't disturb u any further
cos i can feel that i am a hindrance to u and i am sorry if i made u feel awkward at any point of time:x DUI BU QI

J2 smile more:)
take care:)

2011-10-01T02:49:00.000+08:00

Awesome single from Bruno Mars!!!

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin' out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Oooh well but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make you mine

Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

Don't you say, Goodbye,
Don't you say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

2011-09-30T16:01:00.003+08:00

Dang wo ba ni bei qi lai de shi hou, cong na yi ke qi, Wo jiu jue ting yao bao hu ni yi bei zi.

2011-09-30T15:13:00.001+08:00

It was all my wishful thinking

2011-09-30T01:35:00.006+08:00

Just came back from 2 awesome trips ! :)
One was Penang and the other one was P.Ubin!! :D

My stomach very pain now! so i only upload picture first than write more about it later on:D

was happy that the bd celebration was a success even though we met a veri big obstacle during the trip!!
Blessing in disguise to set the least:)

At least we all had wonderful and happy moments tgt:)

I know you definitely can feel my feelings towards you
I tried to hide it cos i dont want it to become ur burden
but i guess i did too much silly stuff and it became so so obvious
i dont know what i should do now:x
but one thing i really want to do is to protect u and care for u
p.s. i am sorry if i did things that made u feel awkward but i meant everything out of my heart

:(

2011-08-22T05:20:00.000+08:00

有些伤害，永远无法原谅。有些伤痛，永远无法平抚。有些伤口，永远无法愈合。有些伤疤，永远无法褪去。有些亏欠，永远无法弥补。有些痛楚，永远无法忘却。哪怕再努力再用力地逼迫自己不介意，哪怕口中的不在乎说得再大声，会痛的，始终会痛。

sigh

2011-05-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

U made me into someone I don't know, sometime I am scare of myself too..But to prove to ur mum that I am not useless, I will not give up!

I really don't know what I have done to u,Neither did I goes against ur ambition at the start, I give u my fullest support by letting u go, yet you hate me now.. I might not know what are the agreement between u and ur mum or shall I say there isn't any, but all those promises u made and those dying promises u wanted me to keep so badly.. Is that all just words?

I give you happiness but u gave it up, it's fine with me, but all I want it's an explaination.. It all could actually have ended if few months back, u give me ur brisbane address and I make a trip down to clarify things .. But u chose to run away and till now!!And u chose to hide behind a wall.. Is it fair to me

Dilemma on what to wear tomoro! Big day tmr:D ITE Graduation:) woo Finally~~ still rmb when i first step into ITE how i wish to faster graduate, but now, i hope it will nvr end:c

2011-05-10T11:13:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i blog.

Right now i am having lesson in sp,
i am in a place where i am still not familiar with, i am still quite lost.
I have learn to put on a protective cover which i find it inappropriate but i cant help it, The incident haunted me every single second and had manipulate my every movement.

I am in a world without you,
living in fear,living in loneliness,dodging ppl's glances~ this all, i can say, is really tiring! i just wanna love you probably.

But i have a dream to fight for, a goal to reach and a future to apprehend,
No many will know the details behind and i dont need to explain to them.

Months passed, and i have learnt many things.. although many things changes but not my heart...
No matter ...

well i gtg for nest lesson,
will continue soon

2011-03-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

There's only so many songs that I can sing
To pass the time

And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Oooh...

All I have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face everyday

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me
It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away

Ya know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon
Coming home soon

All I have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face again
Oh!
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/long_distance.html ]
With you is where I'd rather be
(Where I'd rather be)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
And it's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)
This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me
(You were here with me)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
It's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)

Can you hear me crying?
(Ooohhh... ooohhhh...)
Can you hear me crying?
(Ooohhh... ooohhhh...)
Can you hear me crying?
(Ooohhh... ooohhhh...)

With you is where I'd rather be
(Where I'd rather be)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
And it's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)
This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me
(You were here with me)
But we're stuck where we are (Oh)
And it's so hard (Oh)
You're so far (Oh)
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard, It's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me
It's so hard it's so hard
Where we are, where we are
You're so far
This long distance is killing me

There's only so many songs that I can sing
To pass the time

Baby just promise me you will be safe .. that's enough for me..
Bring around the swift knife set i gave u
and our memories around with you:)

I just love you so much so much!!

Rmb i am here waiting for u, my love

2011-03-13T22:51:00.012+08:00

Memories<333 很想你

I bought u a new shirt:) hehe
And i still haven got the chance to pass u this!! ARGH.. haha:x

So long since i updated my blog..
Baby have u settle down at australia alrdy? Is everything ok?:)

I miss u so so so much:x
If u have internet access pls update ur blog k?
i really wanna know what's happening and how's ur day.. everything about u.. i just wanna know..

I miss u so badly..
took out all the things that belong to the both of us:)

Look at the things u wrote, the things u gave.. my tears just keep falling down..

I can't wait for the day u are back..
so i can bring u go dating,go watch movie, play badminton, DRink KOI, go running and go crazy around...
Baby at all times rmb all the things that i have said to u, all the things i have promised u... all the things i have reminded u:)

U are just too too important to me, and i couldnt afford to lose u...

I am a man of my words...
every single things i said to u, i will fulfill it.

U once said before,
It's not gonna matter if u fall. cause u know each time u fall, i wont let u hit the ground..
and YES!!
I will nvr let u hit the ground..
even if it kills me... i wont let anything happens to u my girl..

Within this 2 years baby, pls take good care of urself, try means and ways if u can, to contact me through any methods possible:) emails, letters.. esp twitter, and skype..

Tell me ur address, i will surely fly to australia somedays.. I promise u this!!

Jia you for everything u do, i have gone to many temples and pray for u:)
Dont worry about anything:) i have ask god to hold u when i am not around...

Nth in the world can make me stop loving u, and i am gonna wait for u to come back and i will shower u with all my love and care just like how i did before..

No one can have this...
Only u , Belinda Wong, Mrs low, my fiancee... can have my love and care...

And that's for eternally!!

no matter how far i am
i hope our memories and the stuff i gave u can keep u through
And when u miss me
just search ur heart and u will find me

Fight for ur future
and come back, i will be waiting for u.

My love, my shelter, my care will always be there...
and any day u are tired, u can just come back to me and complain or whine,
i will not do much but just hug u very tightly and let u pour out ur unhappiness,
that's the purpose of my presence:)

Like i always said, my presence was to put a smile on ur lovely face and brighten up ur days:)

I love u my baby

2011-02-19T12:47:00.004+08:00

Just before i go out to escape theme park~~ i wanna write a short post to my fiancée;) will write more when i got time:D

I love you baby... just love u so much:)

No word or expression can describe or interpret my love for u...
U came on to be my angel
I will be ur guardian angel forever

I spent my valentine day superbly awesome this year as i spent it with my baby:)

i bought this 2 gift for my baby;) she loves it:D hohoho
Awww dont jealous ah....i brought her to drink koi many many times alrdy;) hehe happy hor someone?;) heehee

i will bring u to koi as and when u want;) but hor... not when u are having cough k?:D

kissing in the sky;)

OHOH i won myself a badminton trohpy~~ runners up;)!! woohoo:DDDD so happy:D hehe

gtg i am running late alrdy~~!!:X argh

baby i love u!!!:D muacks hehe
be happy and dont stress:D
SMILE MORE:D

Dedicated to a special girl deep inside my heart

2011-02-09T20:39:00.003+08:00

Forever is what i can give u
I will see all different kind of scenery with u... from morning to night.. night to morning
I will carry umbrella for u to keep the rain from touching u

I will always love u so deep so deep so deep:D deeper than any ocean in the world..
i swear even if any marine animals drop into my pool of love for u... even they will drown;) heehee

This i dont need to say alrdy... this picture speaks a thousand words:)

And lastly.. i will always give u a love that people around u will be jealous of and envy si ni:D cause u.. belinda... deserved nth but the best:D
i love u:D

Went to marina bay sand today:)
It's was gigantic~ endless walkway and shops... The interior design was mesmerising and captivating..
Only bad thing was... difficult to go there.. We walk quite a longwayto go sia:P
But everything was fun and enjoyable doing with my baby;)
Esp when SHE IS CRAZY:P
After exploring the SHOPPES
... we went my hse to rest and lepak lepak
Cuddle around, ate lunch and watched the Simpsons movie:)
Than off to her driving:)
My baby gonna have her driving test le:) gonna wish her all the best and ...u, mr low de laopo is so gonna pass it with flying colors and get ur lisence;) love u我爱你

Going on to a sadder note:x...
My baby will be going off to Australia anytime:x
I really can't bear to let her go
:'''C
Whatever it is, I will wait for u
Belinda ting Hao~ u owe me a life time of ur time to spend with me!!
U got no where to escape:P hehe

Cause u know why?

because.. I am so gonna marry u one day

我爱你 te amo baby<3

My 19th Birthday:D

2011-02-02T21:49:00.017+08:00

HOHOHO finally is my 19th year in earth:D haha:D This blog post is dedicated to all of u people out there who made my 19th bd an awesome one<3

Had a total of 4 celebration:D

Part 1~~
Thanks Mr Philip for the wonderful treat at Nandos restaurant and my beloved clique for the surprise..esp ronghao and terence who blindfolded me and bang me into the wall!!:D

Part 2~~
Awesome celebration at my place:D
Really appreciate and thank those who make an effort to turn up:D thanks for making my 19th BD a wonderful one:D It might be just a simple party~ but it means alot to me:D thanks for the wishes and presents:D love it;)

Making my long long wish;)

My beloved Family:D thanks for the food & everything, mum and dad<3

My beloved brothers and sisters <3

My Brother~ Weijie CHAPLAU~~ thanks for being so understanding and always being there for me:D

MY BROTHER~~RONGHAOSKI~ Thanks for being there for me whenever i need someone.. and thanks for being my listening ears without fail:D

In working society,people who guide me through and made me who i am:D

awesome bunch of peeps;)
My most adored and heartfelt corner of my room:D newly added;) hehe <33

Super-AWESOME-Juniors<333

My mum playing mahjong with my friends;) hahahaha never ever expect it O.O ~~!!!!

Part 3~~
Celebration with my darling @ NYNY
My third cake:D
My baby<333

My waffle cake;)

The only person i love the most in the whole universe:D

Part 4~~

Mini celebration at Javier's Rotiserie and salad bar restaurant with sis and bros:D
~~PICTURES TO BE UPDATED SOON:p

ONCE AGAIN:D
BIG BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE:D
CNY IS ON:D
ENJOY AND COLLECT AS MANY ANGBAO AS POSSIBLE:D
CYA ALL<33

For my girl:)

2011-01-20T21:30:00.004+08:00

woohoo so long nvr blog le:D
And BABY i am updating now:D hohoho finally right?;p

School was great and lesson was nt bad:D
School was great cause i get to see my darling everyday in school:D
I get to hold her hand everyday, walk around the campus in school,eating lunch tgt..ohohoh and showing off around in school that i have got an awesome gf;), i get to also buy food for her when she is hungry, and look after her in school too:D So blissful:D heehee

My baby mummy is sick again:x my heart is so pain whenever i see my baby sad or over tire herself due to the culminating amount of housework she has
BUT hor...~~ see baby i promised u i will surely help u if i can de;) and i did help u right?:) heehee at least i help u take down bamboo and clothes.. and mop the floor for u:D hohoho good right?:)
Dont worry, i will always help u:D no matter 80 years or 1000 years, i will help u till the day that i couldnt move my feet and my arms

BABY Let's grow old together:D
hohoho
like i always say~ i will never get tired of ur kisses and hugs:D and i will never ever get tired of u, my girl:D

Just love you so much:D
YAY tomoro is our first ever tournament tgt:D
All the best to u, to me and to us;) our mix-double match:D heehee

Cya tomoro:D
love you
Goodnight baobei<3
Ai ni 1314:D

2011-01-04T23:51:00.004+08:00

Woohoo it's 05-01-11;) Happy 2nd Month my dear:D Saranghae <3 Te Amo

I love you Belinda so so much!!:D

awww thanks for the heart;)
U gave me one heart, i will give you 1000 hearts:D it's a simple "ALB" equation;)
Love love u<3

We are gonna stick so close and so sweet forever;) just like the two finger below;)muacks<3

Can't wait for later as we are celebrating our 2nd month:D

Even through in life there are ups and downs~
but i will hold on to u tightly and brave through it with u
no matter how it pull or bring me down
but so long i am still alive and breathing
nth can stop or prevent me from shielding and protecting u
that's my responsibility and my task for life
Nth in the world beats the importance of that
and..
Nth in the world beats the importance of YOU

Once again~~~ why do i have an awesome gf?
......
The reason is YOU <3

I love you
Happy 2nd month once again:D
Muacks<333

For my baby

2011-01-02T21:18:00.004+08:00

Happy 2011 my BABY~ muacks
Finally get to see firework with you~ so happy and contented:D
And i promised to bring u to see firework every year and i am so gonna make that count:D
Even when there is no firework, i will make ur heart feels like there is fireworks through my daily overwhelming love and care for u:D

Let's capture the most beautiful fireworks one day<3

Today my baby asked me a question~~ Am i happy?
i dont know why i can sense that this qn is gonna pop out from her mouth at that moment.
But i didnt at all hesitate my answer and i said firmly ~ i am happy, of course i am happy. so long in my life there is u, i am happy:D
The reason for me smiling and staying alive is simply because of U :D

Everything i do, every little sacrifices i made for u, it's all worthwhile:D

I know u scare i am tired or shag cause i always run here and there for u, even though sometime it is just for awhile... but for me to just look at u even just for awhile~
Everything is worthwhile :D

Cause u are my precious girl i have in life, and that will never change:)

Darling tomorrow i starting work alrdy:D
Take good care of urself when i am working:x and pls do not over-work urself and try to rest more:D whenever u are ironing or cooking lunch / dinner, pls xiao xin k? dont burn or cut urself~!! and when u are mopping the floor, pls careful of the slippery floor:x

I hope whenever before, after or even in between my working hours, I can feel ur motivations for me to keep going on, cause there are many things during work that can trigger my mood to either up or down~ but i hope u can always be there without fail to trigger my mood up high:)

I just love the feeling of knowing ur presence whenever i am working esp when i end work~ I will be having split shift on tues friday and sunday~ which means i will be having 1-2 hours of break from 4-6pm or 3-5pm in the afternoon:D

I hope if u can, come and accompany during my break;)

Darling once again i wanna tell u~
Whenever somethings brought u down,
Just remember me always being there for u
and my love will always be there

I will not let u fall, even though u are falling sometimes, i will not let u hit the ground;) Sounds familiar? :P
yea!! Rmb and recite it! cause it's gonna linger with u , with us for life:D

I will always be ur pillar of strength and love~~~ without fail~~
Ai si ni le BABY:D

2010-12-30T14:29:00.003+08:00

Nothing can express how much i miss u:x

I just hate days without seeing u:c

And see u so tiring and aching all over, my heart just couldn't help it but keeps aching too.
I want to help u, i really want to help u with all those chores:x

Sometime i don't know what i did to make they hate me so much:c
If only they can understand:C

I really love her more than anything in the world.. i dont know what i must do to prove to them that i really love her and gonna take care of her forever...

and i really hope whatever things happen, try not to let anything affect the way u talk to me:D cause i will worry..
Esp next week when i start work:D

Just rmb, every second, every hours, every minutes, i will just keep thinking about u and loving u:D

Nothing in the world can keeps my heart & mind engaged for 24 hours daily except u , my baobei <3

Cause you are~~ the only exception <3

2010-12-27T22:40:00.005+08:00

Today went to the ZOO with my DARLING:D
It was officially my first time to the ZOO.. well..maybe i have been to before but i am too young to recite or rmb anything.
It was AWESOME!!:D seeing so many animals which i had never came into such close contact before:D

My darling and me:D

Pull pull pull!!:D woohoo fun:D
Small boy acting cute in the zoo!! later kana whack by the monkeys ah!! haha

Pt 2~ i guess monkey coming soon:P

ARGH so scary! the thing so hard to move...well i am fat!! hahaha

Darling what happen to ur nose?:P hahaha y u point there?:P
I am glad to see u having fun:D love u:D

Darling, life there are ups and downs..
For every up of urs, and every down of urs, i promise i will be there..
And my promises made and the things i said, i hope u dont compare to anything else..
Cause everything i said is 1000000% genuine and true! and it's just gonna spend my whole life proving to u my promises and loving u with those tender and sweet love i can give to u:D

Darling, We need to just stick closely and overcome everything tgt:D

just want to let u know~~

U are my everything

I love you Darling:D

and sharing with u what i have always include in my fb philosophy de
FORGET THE TIME OF YOUR DISTRESS
BUT DON'T FORGET WHAT THEY TAUGHT YOU
treat all the fked up things u met
into the amount of experience u gained and
the obstacles in your life you have just demolished!

Smile and smile and Just smile my lovely laopo:D

Takecare when i am not by urside:D
See me soon k?:D
love u:D

2010-12-27T00:04:00.003+08:00

Belinda Listen hard hard ah!!!!:D haha
Of course i will carry you forever and never let u go:D love you so much:D
No matter how heavy u become, or how weak i become, i will still hold u tightly in my arms and never let u fall:D
I will never let you go!!
I will never let you go!!
I will never let you go!!
I will never let you go!!
I will never let you go!!

Went to Universal Studio ~~but~~ "Outside only" ahahaha
But it was still fun and enjoyable cause everything we do, so long we do with one another, It the most blissful and happy moment of our life:D

Christmas Tree @ Vivo City:D Awesome take:D

We are at Sentosa:DDD hohoho

We eat at some Waraku restaurant:D not very nice but ambience was pretty good..
My darling is sick halfway eating:X so so worried
Dont blame urself for spoiling the count down k?:D
nth is more important than ur health and everything of urs:D
At least we get to count down at my hse right?:D hoho 3 time leh;)
ARGH my ice cream:X nvm i waiting for my korean BBQ treat:P hoho

Tomoro trip to malaysia was cancel:C T.T
But nvm la, at least we get to spend the whole day tgt again..
I hope we can do it more often k my dear?:) like at least twice a week;) cause ur weekends is not mine anymore:x
U know i just love spending every single seconds, hours, mins, with you my baobei:D

We go ZOO Tomoro:D woohoo:D
Cant wait for tmr:D

ANDAND THis year christmas was JUST AWESOME!! best one ever!!:D just love it:D
U all know why?
...
cause it's celebrated with my baby:D
Love u Belinda baby:D
Muacks:D
cya tmr baobei:D

Someone knocking my door?:P hehe i heard knockings:D

2010-12-23T00:37:00.010+08:00

AWWW i just love taking pictures with u, my darling:D hehe

Bought this shirt at Malaysia~ my first ever trip to malaysia:D I got xim hor! dont say i got no xim:x everything i do i will sure think of u de <3 hehe
I am glad u like it:D i still scare u will not wear but u wore it the very next day:D hohoho just love it whenever whatever things i do, i get ur appreciations:D
Whenever i see u smile and feeling so happy, the feeling is just priceless and makes me very happy too:D

My Darling is just so so so cute and pretty:D I just love her so so so much!:D
I am glad that u are having more and more confidence in urself le, i can tell:D Hope is i influence u one ah:D hehe

WOOHOO Christmas is coming!!! Although u cnt really celebrate on the actual day but i can spend the whole day with u the day before is very good enough:)
Finally get to spend the whole day with u:D heehee cant wait:D
Come my hse earlier la:D

I guess we will have a total of a few thousand photos from that day alone! ahaha ;)

I also hope the Christmas Celebration at my hse on Sat will go smoothly:D
and i hope u can come too:D if u want can bring ur brothers along:D
My family will be very happy to see u:D
This year's Christmas is really very very big different from before:D
I love it:D and i am sure every year it's gonna be u and me:D

Our Christmas will just get better each year:D
And we will celebrate every occasions together:D
esp the awesome 05 of each month:D

With me around, There will be no more lonely christmas:D

I LOVE YOU BAOBEI:D

i know u slp le:D
Wanna say goodnight and sweetdreams:D
Cya tmr! AI SI NI LE:D

2010-12-20T00:05:00.008+08:00

Miss my Baobei so much!!Heard that she did not really enjoy the camp and her headache was getting more and more serious:c was so worried but i couldnt do anything to help:x

Finally she is coming back tomoro:D Dont worry i am sure gonna take good care of u:D

Going to macpherson campus to fetch my love tomoro morning:D hehe can't wait:D

Later i go fetch a black Heo:P heehee chao ta heo:D bleah
just joking:d
no matter what heo u become, black, white, pink, big ,small, fat, skinny heo, i will still love my baobei heo:D

Meant time i went JB for the very first time:D
It was awesome:D things was quite cheap!:D Bought 2 bum equipment underwear, 1 Paul Smith black jeans, and a PSP battery for my brother.. of course..i bought smth for my darling too:)
i wanted to buy more but i cant bear to spend more:x

Off to JB:D

Alright i am so short!! one head sia!:x

Our breakfast cum lunch~~ Curry Fishhead:D Delicious;)

awwwwww such a sweet couple;) heehee

Ms CHUN LI!!!! ahahahah LMAO

Brothers of Destruction:D

My holiday wish was to spend more time with u:)i hope god can grant me this wish:D

Whenever people throw rocks at us, i will shield it for u and protect u.
I will not let anything to harm u, or to hurt u..
But there might be times where i couldnt do anything
but just always remember that my arms will always be there for u..
My heart will be ur coziest shelther where u can just be urself and explore my heart, cause my whole heart is yours forever..
U stolen my heart.. keep it well.. and dont ever break it:D
Love u so much:D
Cya tomoro sweetheart:D

MY BaoBei:D

2010-12-15T22:34:00.009+08:00

My beloved Belinda, I am really blessed to have you in my life.. having u as my love, my darling, my motivations, my pillar of strength... i just love you so much!!

You are the beat of my heart, the trigger of my emotions, the purpose of my life, and the reason for me to smile:D

And i will never let go of you.. no matter how god wanna see me fall, but i will always get back up and hold on tightly to ur hand and we walk down our path till our hair turns grey, white or COLORLESS :P hohoho

A picture speaks a thousand words:D And this picture is what i am going to do from 0511 till death do us apart:)

This is the one i want to print:D heehee

Very soon my Baobei will be going camp soon le:D will only be seeing her on Monday:x

Gonna miss her like the depth of the deepest and widest ocean in the world:)

Take good care of urself and enjoy:D Do not injure or play until too wild ah:P
At all times must hydrate urself with PLAIN water!!! and carry around ur medicine with u:)

i love you:D my Awesome and Fabulous Girlfriend:D many muacks for u <3

missing u

2010-12-14T19:05:00.003+08:00

I miss you so much :c just miss u so so so so much T.T

I go for a run first.. update my blog later
rmb to eat dinner and medicine...

love you

2010-12-10T23:37:00.005+08:00

Belinda Wong I LOVE YOU

heehee i know my heo is expecting my post now...Although i am tired but i will still do it no matter what!!:D Cause i just love u so much<3

Awwww the jacket looks so nice on my darling:D

take a look at my girlfriend:D

There is something i feel like shouting out to the world about one thing!!
and i am very very serious
....
....
....
I have got the best girlfriend in the world and i love her more than anything in the wordl!

U smile i smile:D

I know ur mouth is like supper glue just refuse to open... but i want u to slowly open it and talk to me.. I am ur heo, ur darling, ur forever dustbin for u to throw in ur unhappiness, ur happiness, ur joy or sadness, just ur everything to me:D

God dont send me into ur life without reasons..
God send me to lighten ur burden
God send me to brighten up ur days
God send me to look after u
God send me to love and dote on u
God send me to create wonderful moments and memories tgt
and many many more....

god entrusted me my whole life to complete the list he given me and i will not only do it but do it till perfection and my utmost love i can:D

So lets just combine our time together and create a Fairytale between the 2 heos where it alrdy begun on 5th of nov <3

Argh i am so so tired..
off to rest le
cya tomoro my dear

Drive carefully and dont fall aslp during rainy days:D

Let me buy u a dozen of flowers, 11 real ones, 1 fake one,
i will love u until the last rose dies.

I LOVE YOU:D Muacks

For my love ~ Belinda

2010-12-09T00:02:00.004+08:00

This song for u once again:D

Elevator buttons and morning air,
Strangers silence makes me wanna take the stairs.
If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares,
But right now my time is theirs.
Seems like there's always someone who disapproves.
They'll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury's out, but my choice is you.

(Chorus)
So don't you worry your pretty little mind,
People throw rocks at things that shine
and life makes love look hard.
The stakes are high, the water's rough
But this love is ours.

You never know what people have up their sleeves,
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me.
Lurking in the shadows with their lipgloss smiles,
But I don't care.
Cause right now you're mine.
And you'll say

(Chorus)
Don't you worry your pretty little mind,
People throw rocks at things that shine
and life makes love look hard.
The stakes are high, the water's rough
But this love is ours.

And it's not theirs to speculate if it's wrong and
Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in.
I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you.

Cause I love the gap between your teeth
and I love the riddles that you speak.
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
Cause my heart is yours.

(Chorus)
So don't your worry your pretty little mind,
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard.
Don't worry your pretty little mind,
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can't take what's ours
They can't take what's ours
The stakes are high, the water's rough
But this love is ours.

Emblem of eternity symbolized my love for you where it confounds all notion of time: effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end."

╔ ♫==╗ WILL
╚╗ ╔╝ NEVER
╔╝ ╚╗ STOP
╚==♫╝ ♥ING YOU

From your dearest Harry Portty Dep Trai HEO
I LOVE YOU DARLING :D

2010-12-04T19:57:00.004+08:00

Dedicated to my love,
Belinda <3

Making u smile is my priority in life and i am gonna do that for life:D Whenever u are sad or down, I am gonna do as many stupid faces as possible just to brighten up ur days and put a smile on ur face:D

I am going to scream with u forever if we watch horror movie tgt even though i am not scare :D

I am gonna kiss u forever and i will never ever get sick of it just like what i told u before<3 Kiss si ni ah:P hahaha

My arms will be wrap around u forever and always.. Be in rain or shine, hot or cold,
my arms will be urs and always there for u:D
I am gonna hold u tight forever:D Giving u all the warm and love i can give:)

And lastly always rmb this blur blur face, cause this guy will be in ur life forever Cause no matter how u pinch me, poke me, bite me, play my fats, or whatever.. Nothing in the world can make me leave u:D
I am so gonna love u forever..Just u and always u<3

...
few more hours to first month:)
...

HAPPY 1ST MONTH MY DARLING:)
May our love gets smoother and smoother,
no matter how big or how much obstacles is in our life,
we are just gonna break through it
and create the best fairytale of our own
thanks for coming into my life, adding colors and love into it:)
I LOVE YOU

2010-11-26T21:40:00.006+08:00

present from my darling<3 just love it:D

For my love<3

I am really happy u like the stuff i give and made for u:D
Hope it will keep u company for life, just like me, always be with u for life:D
And thanks Darling for the Shirt u gave me :D my best shirt ever<3
heehee love you:D

There may be ups and downs in life but we shall stick close tgt always and let's cancel out all obstacles tgt:D

Always rmb there is a Heo shelter waiting for u whenever u need them:D
Ur heo is 24/7 standby for u:D

Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
If I know what love is, it is because of you.

我愛死你了<3

2010-11-20T23:56:00.004+08:00

nice right?:) heehee after hours of hardwork:D
BELINDA I love you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-11-16T00:23:00.004+08:00

Fairy-tales seems so surreal, But i am gonna make it alive for u. And your role was simply to be showered by my love and be dote by me. And it will last forever

With my hands wrap around you, even if the earth is shaking, i won't let you fall.

Nth in the world could change my love for u!

I LOVE YOU!
SARANG HAEYO!
我爱你!
TE AMO!
My Darling Belinda<333

2010-11-10T18:33:00.005+08:00

Finally i am updating!:D Got this Vietnam post actually wanted to post for very long for no time to type it out!:D

I miss Vietnam!!thinking of when i will be going back! wondering how are my kids doing, pondering if they miss me like how i miss them..After i came back from Vietnam, my perspective of life changed drastically. I do not value wealth as much as before as the ppl there are very contented with what they have and the do not care rich or poor, clean or dirty, they just live happily and blissfully everyday!!Having a ChapDet is enough to keep them occupied for the whole day ,which i suppose any typical Singaporean, including me, would not be able to adapt to this type of humble life.

On top of that!!...I miss working there!!! i miss my team. Awesome is the word for my group:D The kind of teamwork we forged just couldn't be put into words. just AMAZING!! The kind of spirit where you see someone tired, you just approached and ask them to take a rest, "are you ok?"..."come, you go rest!i take over!" All this question u will see it popping out tons and tons of time during work:D All these simple concern will just keep us going on and on. Superb!!! Hence with Strong teamwork and bond, we managed to complete everything in time and done SUI SUI :D

During the last day where they show their appreciation, i just couldn't control my emotions.. Upon reaching the place when we are still in the bus, i look into the sch, my tears starts to stock up in my shades..and i did not stop crying after that..infact we all cried like hell.. EXCEPT~FUER!!!OMG cold blooded!! hahaha :X

I miss shopping at Ben Ten market.Cause it's very cheap and lots of good stuff.
OHOH.. the CO-OP mart is the best!!:D ~ vietnam NTUC.. super cheap.. Mash and i bought one whole trolley of groceries and it's only $30 plus:) AND the bargaining at BenTen market was a never-will-happen situation in Singapore.. GREAT!:D
The owners gave me a nickname called, the Mafia:D haha go ard asking for discount!:P

Back to Singapore, felt ever so lost and empty.Everyday was like a torture as i started my Attachment. I usually do not whine about work but this time round i really couldnt take it. Working in keppel is like working in a stockbroking company everyday.. cause there are bound to be competitions and arguments all day long!!
Where are all the harmony?
Where are all the teamwork?
Where are all the bond?
That's why i am suffocating as this is the immediate contrast i can feel once i am back in singapore!!
It's really scary. it's really not a place for me. Really hope that everything will end as soon as possible. This is driving me crazy!:X But i will not whine and complain more, cause it's real working life . very common for shits like that to happen.

However, just as this is my lowest point in my life, God answered my prayer and gave me a wonderful and lovely Girl--whose name is~~ BELINDA <3
Do you know what my name ,ALBin stands for? it stands for... Albin Love Belinda <3
I really felt so blessed and blissful having u in my life:) i am really happy that i finally found u:D
like i always said, you are just the most awesome and my one and only DARLING:D
Love you so much:D you are the reason for me to keep going on and on:D
Really really hope can spend more time with you:D
And i have set a lifetime of my time to walk with you :D

love

2010-10-10T07:28:00.000+08:00

upon hearing the news, I just broke into tears... austraila!! is so far :(

2010-09-20T23:54:00.011+08:00

It's been Freaking long since i touch my blog!! and i am going to post one before i go for my 14 Days Vietnam Trip for CIP on WED! and my first ever overseas experience:D

After the CIP will be going for Industrial Attachment:X will be missing my friends, my school, my classmates, my badminton mates.. T.T i don feel like leaving T.T
.........
As usual i will let my pictures do much of the talking

My lovely Marine Offshore Mates:D will miss u all during attachment life:X

BELINDA's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

TPSC MARINA BARAGE EVENT :D

Tennis session @ Brandon hse was Awesome:D

PLaying with this 2 kid is awesome!:d kind of miss them:D

Yankee Burger with My Bros and Sisters!!:DD

Thanks to Brandon's IPAD for making my Pokemon Card AH!! later i flood u than u know!!

Friends & Brotherhood means everything :D

2010-08-08T12:01:00.015+08:00

Flag Raising!!! :DDD
Prestigious opportunity for me to raise the Singapore Flag!;D

Having our refreshment in the Conference Room sia!!:DD Woohoo

National Day Flag Raising ,Laser Quest And Mass Bowling @ Home Team NS Was Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fun filled activities One whole day!! Simply Awesome!!!

Happy Birthday to Mr Philip Tan and Suhaily

Bang you die!:D

2010-07-30T00:32:00.010+08:00

The new Desserts available in NYNYY, made by me during work:D
Putting the ice scream on top of the apple crumble is really an uphill task!! The crumble will collapse anytime!!:X

HELL YA ,I GOTTA say Avenged Sevenfold 's NIGHTMARE is dam nice! Esp.. So Far Away, God hates us, Buried Alive,Natural Born Killer, Danger line and Lost it all!:D

NBC - Nike Brutal Club 's Training session!:D
I am loving This Superb Club!:D

Trial run for national parade. ronghao and me was selected to pull the flag up!:D COOL!!:D
Drew this A7X myself during GEP program

drawn by a girl at their paint booth, called christine if i am not wrg:)haha

Taken by Nisha! nice photo taken :)
Give hope charity dinner!:D luxurious one:D

Photoshop-ed this myself! just learn only:D haha

Welcome Koscielny and Chamakh to arsenal! more signings please:)

BUSY BUSY BUSY!! :D but i am loving it!:D finally got time to post, but i will just upload pictures ... happening of the past few weeks!:D

2010-07-10T01:56:00.005+08:00

TPSC Camp2010 group photo:)Bonded very well with all the juniors:)

Central CC Boys Team Photo

Cool!!!:DD taken when i am playing;D hehe

Gooooo Central:DD

Been so so so busy with many activities:)
Life's great and exciting:)
Recently just finish SCITE Badminton tournament, represented Central CC Boys Team 1 as doubles playing firstly against C.East second doubles, teaming with Yeehon and next C.West first doubles with Zaini:) Although we did not make it through but we all had fun and gained quite a fruitful lesson:)

And Thanks Paul EpicFace Tang for the Carls JR treat :DD Had great fun in Badminton training today:DD And had great fun, joy and laughter hanging out with you guys:DD

paul looks so gay in this photo! haha

As for the night,had an Awesome night with Weijie Terence Mash LeeShean
First time went for auctioning.. haha didn't expect myself to be doing this cause usually all uncles and aunties sia.. only us a bunch of youngsters.Shean and me only bid those which start from $2 but all did not deal:( Was disappointed though :X But still, it's fun raising your hand to bid!!:DD hoho

I guess my busy-ness will not be stopping:X and i am loving it!:)

Living happily still even with Love 86... Cheers:)

2010-07-03T01:58:00.003+08:00

Finally i am free to blog again!!:DD been super and very very busy!! Today is the last day of my "enjoy enjoy" days... cause monday starts school!:X
To sum up this holiday... Its was just simply superb!!:DD I had done alot of things...things that I've done... Sentosa, SC Camp.. being a facilitor.. thanks for the prestigious opportunity for me to display my leadership!:) hope i did a good job:),been to vivo newly opened steamboating sessions with my mp badminton clique, been to Chilli Crabbing and Bowling with my beloved chito and colleagues:)
been to m.barrage for the first time ever, been to many many outings like dinners and laughing sessions with beloved cliques:DD

As for today:D
Had a wonderful day today!!!:)Laugh our heart out!!Juwen even laugh until her eyeliner smudge for 3 times....:X Thanks GOH WEIJIE , Alan Mashiimaro Yuan Feng Sheryl Tan Zi Jun Hannah Blair Tan, also Seemiang Evelyn Juwen Ng who joined us after our thai movie "9 Temple".. Had a great "laughing session"and created quite a din @ Just asia!!:D Just simply love you all!!!<333

AND AND Thise is the news that made me super happy!!!
I was jumping for joy!!:D
I am in Mp Badminton Team 1 for this year's tournament!!!!!!:DD woohoo!!
Finally my heart can rest after culminating doubts that i whacked on me:(

I am enjoying all the freedom i have and enjoying life while i can and forget everything that breaks me...
u should be the one regretting your choice!cause you will nvr find anyone better than me!with a true heart!

As for me, i am happy of my decision making in many aspects of my life and i hope i will not make anymore mistake up ahead!:D

2010-06-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO What a day!! Had a whale of a time!!!:DDDD
Went Marina Barage with Alan Yuan Feng and Sheryl.. my first time ever flying a kite:)
It's just simply great!:)

We 4 shared a Doraemon kite... Named-Sheryl! ahaha!!!! :DD
Took hell lots of photos... uploading now!:)
Wow tomoro gonna have another batch of new photos cause tomoro is SENTOSA DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) woohoo!!! cant wait!:DD

2010-06-17T17:50:00.007+08:00

Hello blog!! sry for not updating you!!:)
Been busy all along and finally it's time for me to relax as it's holiday!:)
and i just gotten my passport today! finally gotten my solely first ever passport ever since i was born:)
There are many many photos to be uploaded but i guess i will just upload some cause too many alrdy:)all not in order:)

New born baby~~ Jaylene.. my nephew... and my father:)

newly designed just by me;)

Happy birthday Zainah!:)

Badminton day at anchorvale cc

2010-05-30T22:26:00.007+08:00

MY FIRST EVER CLUBBING EXPERIENCE!!!
ST JAMES POWERHOUSE!!:)

Before clubbing...Went back to vivo action city:) to find my ex colleague!! It's been 2 year plus le since I worked there:) miss there alot:(

Happy birthday SEE MIANG!!!

everyone messing up miang's hair!!!:)

After clubbing, we all slack at the vivo city sea view until 7 plus in the morning!:)
we all spammed the night with ghost stories!:)

OH How great man!!!XDDD Firt time go club than won a disc from thousands of ppl in powerhouse!:).. and it's J.D.'s album!:) hohoho

Finally reach home at 8 plus.. bathe and slp intil 2plus.. than 5 meet Carin for badminton "secret training" at her hse there...

2010-05-29T00:42:00.005+08:00

Great day today!!!:) WENT orchard and expo with my lovely clique!!!:)XDD
Weijie Ronghao Terence YuanFeng Leeshean Sheryl... :) love you all guys!:)
Ate until dam full sia!Food fair at expo simply rocks!:) We spent like hours inside sampling and buying most of the food ;DD
before expo we went orchard walk walk.. i help mash to buy the $2.90 transparent wallet~~ the lastest trend in our sch~~~ most of us are using it!:) i bought one for my brother also!in the end my mum took it! hahha too bad :X
Leeshean than came to meet us after returning from JB...as we head down to expo!:)

let picts do the talks!:)

MEED GANG loiters around mrt station!!

look at my face.. the cup is nice.. but not the tea!:( it tasted awful!:X

Crispy bun with crab paste!aunty gave me one free bun when i ask her add one more bun how much!!;) hohoho XP thx!:)

Smelly toufu!!!!:( SMELLY SIA!!!!!! everyone tried except me and leeshean!:X

funny picture sia! found it on a shirt in fourskin shop!! racists!!!!

Hate and felt disgusted with myself for my ignorance and playfulness in the past, now it's causing me too much trouble and much of a hindrance :( A friend will always remain a friend!

Tomoro night going clubbing and overnight there!! first time sia! cause Seemiang birthday!! and she wanted to go clubbing! wonder how it would turn out! will try to make myself drunk! too many worries and troubles in my head!!:(

2010-05-28T00:24:00.006+08:00

Before session...
OMG she dance and sing with her music on in the bus!!!

Mr Ng Ah Yon.. the white shirt guy!:)

Great day today!:) Blackout today in sch!! YAY! but for 5 minutes only.. lol!!
Went tamp one to eat BBQ chicken with my classmates..Weijie, sheryl, see miang,alan, yuan feng, dexter... So long nvr go out eat nice nice tgt as a class le:) miss those days during first year where we go ramdom places like ikea,tamp mall blablabla...
Today Carin called and said Uncle Ng invited us over to his badminton training session...@ 7 @ tamp sports hall~~ GREAT!:)I was slping in class when i heard this news which spontaneously woke me up... BADMINTON!!!!!!!!!XDDD
rushed home, bathed, changed and went to Carin hse there to wait for her than we bused to tamp sports hall... just nice we both brought biscults to exhange...
Happily reached there... than entered the hall.. WOW!! i was lost for words.. all very very pro sia!!! :( see le i very no face sia!!:(
Thx Mr Ng for introducing me so many top class players... got alot national players sia... got 2 from indonesia...very pro!!!!:D i just watch them play can alrdy..
When he introduce me to one particular player .. he was like.. "he is very good! u rmb him ah.. his match will be broadcast on television.." What a real honour to meet them all in person!!!:D
I reallly seriously frankly speaking ,need to buck up in my badminton...
I will just be stuck in this level and go no where if i don seek for improvements!!:(

After training, Carin and me, we walked to the pasam malam to eat our "dinner".. 9 plus going to 10 alrdy sia! Famished!!!:X We bought 2 chicken, one corn, one don know what it is called.... Nice sia! machiam in taiwan!:)
Just had a whale of a time today!:)XD THX CARIN!! OH and you still owe me my chicken and Wanton mee XPP hoho
after eating.. send her home and i bused home.. 11 plus than reach home sia! Fatigue !!:( ~~ yawns ~~

Our dinner!!! Finally!!XD nice dinner:)

Tomoro going out with my clique,dresscode~~~Formal!:) Can't wait!:) XDD

2010-05-27T01:08:00.001+08:00

There is something kept in my heart for very very long alrdy!! Just hate it!!:( and could no longer take it anymore...I really don know why u reacted that way always..i don know why u are jealous..
frankly speaking,no offence... u have no rights also in the first place..
I hate to see those grumpy faces whenever i am with the opposite sex..
I don want to lose a friend like you , you know?
I will always be there as a friend for you..

2010-05-24T23:08:00.004+08:00

Before training...
After training... eating!!!~~~~ :)

Vivien, mine, carin... s' rackets respectively...:)
Today class was superb! During lesson i merely posted a post in facebook writing..." SeeMiang Suck" and it inspires endless debates till now!!:)~~~ 147 comments so far and 15 person liking it!;)
and still rmb the previous pict i posted... it had reached 225 comments... wow!!
Incredible!!;)
Today was saddened and shock by some shocking news abt one particular friend... i was rather disappointed and ponder why he feels this way...
Bused to sintec at tamp interchange with Carin and Vivien before training at macpherson campus... than headed to MP for badminton!!:)
Was ok today's training...but not to carin.. first time hear her hurling @#$%^$#$#@ here and there sia!! hahah XD hmm and not bad... Vivien rated me 7/10 as a coach!:)
than after training headed to payar labar to makan dinner with carin and vivien once again...
today was a not very good and also not very bad day~!!!:)Neutral!!!:)

2010-05-21T22:35:00.006+08:00

HAHA WOW!!! I UPLOADED this pcture and i have gotten 165 comments now alrdy!!!!!:) cool man!! record breaking!!!:) XDD woo hooo!!:) going for 200!!!:) JYJY!:)
Today training was superb! everyone cooperated super well!!:)
oh and i gotten this "complain" from nurul on FaceBook after training!! XPP~~~
"Albin Low gave us hell in badminton. I always have aches here and there after playing T^T"
and i replied..."Hahaha aches and pain means you all had improved!!:) way to go:)" xDD

I have gotten so much freedom and time now to commit myself to many things instead of just one!!:)

2010-05-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

Avenged Sevenfold - Nightmare

Can't wait for their album!!:( still ong sia! july 27:(

Had great fun in Sc teambonding today! met alot new friends and so shuang being the facilitators, who can sabotage them during games and can see them doing all the funny funny things!:)And i am in charge of the Yellow group! although we did not win but we had fun and everyone did superbly well!:) way to go!:) ahaha XD SC Rocks!:)Yea gonna be friday soon! badminton!!!:)
Oh yesterday went out with Zainah to far east than to heeren than to nyny kovan to find all our beloved colleagues:)
Just nice me and her we spent the same amount in total sia! $34 bucks!
I bought a new yonex shirt, a yonex wrist band,a yonex overgrip... hmm friday going to restring my racket...:) oh and finally bought a wallet!:)
Zainah bought 2 shirt from mango..

Hmm many of the sc are going for DR Goh 's funeral on friday.. but i am not going. cause badminton is still top of my priority chart!:) get ready for my intense trainiing on friday guys!:)

2010-05-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

My life revolves around badminton now...

Unexpectedly, i have returned to action in macpherson campus....
Mr tony ask me to go and bring along Yun Chang, Jason along....
I brought along Carin as well...cause i see the potential in her! and she did not disappoint me!:)
After lesson meet carin and bused to mac campus and blablabla... than changed and start stroking around...yun chang arrived but jason did not come!!:( Than 530 training starts...Trained Sha Shang Wang ,than some basic footworks... Oh man.. i found out that my stamina sucks and i am dam rusty..old alrdy!:(
ok... it's match time, and i partnered Yun chang for doubles...
We waited for quite awhile, but once we went in, we nvr left the court.. cause it's winner stay loser out... XPP.. hmm let me count... 8-10 winning streak?XP
Finally we have helped Tp campus to ZHEN HUI YI KOU QI!!!!Shuang ah!!!!so happy!
but I hate myself for making so many silly mistakes and being so off-form:(
Alright Tournament is around the clock!! JY BA!:)

After training, went to see doctor... was sick since morning...:(
hmm death is something i won't fear if it strikes on me now...

2010-05-14T23:34:00.003+08:00

Today was selection for school team members...
They gave me super lots of headaches at the start!
until i cnt take it anymore... ~~Exploded!!!...blablabla....
Finally managed to finalize the squad!:)all selected by me sia!;) hohoho XD
and here it goes!:)

After training bused 65 from sch to vivo city... 2 hr sia... alone sia...haha
went to walk ard and went "THE KING LOUIS" restaurant to dine in!:)
the food okok la!NYNY better!:) just that the ambience and live music performance overwhelmed us!:X haha

oh and this is my first time paying by mastercard sia! cause sibei paiseh ma.. thought can pay nets.. than in the end makan finished le, ask for bill, than cnt nets, than not enough cash.. bo bian must master liao!:( But first time sign to pay quite shuang!:) XD hehe

2010-05-13T00:02:00.004+08:00

Helping out in Graduation Ceremony @ SIMEI ITE!:)

What a formal hectic day today!!!:)
so busy! yet so fulfilling and satisfactory:) XDD
Today whole day was stuck in simei ite to help out in Graduation night as floor manager and ushering!:) So cool carrying Walkie Talkie ard and ~~ Hello hello hello! ahahahaXD
Hmm weird me, whenever i am given an important position i will give my best.. but when i am not, i will do nth!ahahah XP
down my 1 year plus F&B experience, i realised whenever it comes to F&B management, i am every strict and firm with my decisions ..i am glad everyone was super cooperative and we all worked superbly as a team!!:) coool!:)
We managed to make the auditorium very much alive by constantly spamming "WELCOME!!!!!!"
Opps~~ after the event..i make someone cry sia! sry.... :X
oh than before and after ushering... we all went to sell flower!! Fancy selling flowers in shirts and even blazer under the hot weather... i sweat until my nipple became visible... haha XP ...
hmm i realised... when i approach guys.. they will say don want la.. free than i want...
than girls... they will ask me to buy for them...
but quite alot buy from me leh!:) hoho nt bad nt bad! even the VIP also help me sell!:)
after a hectic day, decided to have some time alone.. so i went bugis right after the event at 6 plus... thanks ronghao for taking my blazer home for me!:)TYTY:)
walk walk ard than went to buy tissue!!! it's been quite long le!:) This time i gave $5 for one pack of tissue!:) XD so happy that she was so happy!:) haha lol
haix i forgot to buy her food!!:(
After "LONE-ing" ,bused to my lovely workplace and spam them with sushi-SSS XD
than we ate and went home..
After closing,waited for Zainah and Fazilah to finish their toilet trip!! so long sia! don know what they doing inside... than they come out got to accompany them go smoke...i mean i see them smoke!!:( smoking so nice meh!??:(
than after that went our seperate ways...
so tired....
tomoro missing lesson once more... helping out in sc event in tamp campus!:(
Can't wait for badminton training on friday!
guys pls rmb to train at home!
Expect much tougher training from me on friday!:)glad to see many complaining to me that their leg CMI after my previous training!:)
all the best ah!:) XDD HOHOHO !!!:)

Everyday is so busy now!:)
Hope it will remain, so that i won't have the time to think of anything else...

2010-05-08T00:14:00.005+08:00

I am just too naive and gullible ain't i? haha ke xiao de stupid dumbass!...
Oh This few days god had been kind to me, as he gave me so many things to do, to keep me occupied!:)
WED went chilli crabbing at night with all my colleagues!:)reached home ard 2 plus?...
Thurs did not went school.. went off on a loner tour ard singapore... went esplanade and bishan... thought that time was my last time there.. but still my heart couldn't stop my feet from moving!:( After that went workplace!!
reached home ard 12 plus?
Today another splendid day... Badminton training was awesome! Spent most of my time coaching them! OHH! i was promoted as the vice captain! although not the position i wanted but it's good enough!! blame on me, Ji bu ru ren! Jiayou ba!:)I suck at everything! and i mean everything!haix!
Oh i needed to do submit a proposal to mr tony lee to plan a teambonding for badminton ppl!:) Shall put in more budget for us!;) hohoho XP
today after training rushed to E Hub to meet leeshean ronghao weijie terence sheryl yuan feng joan jaliah alan.. miss out anyone ma ah?haha XD
It's Terence and Ronghao belated celebration!)haha! so fun man! we went Pasir Ris park and played our heart out! the guys played soccer than we join the girls to play cards! ... played Barbie attack!so fun and funny!!! LMAO so many hilarious forfeit!!XPPPPP lucky i nvr kana even once! muahah! HENG sia!:)

After playing was alrdy 10 plus ba... walked to whitesand and bused home!
I knew it when i went p.ris... it's been awhile since i went there...
I saw someone i hated very much there!
It's my life! ppl leaving me one by one! It's like a cycle in my life!
going on and on!
Why you have to go? SLXN ?:(
I really need you you know? hui lai ba! i know it's not the right time.. but i shall let time speak to you my love for you!:)

You know i hate it whenever i hear laughters nowadays!It's so scary!
It's like a thing that i had to force it out!
You guys out there must all be laughing at me.. hahah how pathetic my life is...
Its ok.. go ahead and laugh.. i can't hide that fact!
I am not good enough! I am not fit to be living in this world isn't it!?...
I personally think so!!!

Bye guys... working tomoro and sunday!
Another days without love!
days without you seriously sucks!:(
Love you!
Study hard !!:)
Jiayou!:)
sprained my ankle slightly today! must be during training! just discovered when i reached home!:(

2010-05-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

7 11 is 24/7 open for 1314....
awaiting for your return anytime!
love you!

2010-05-06T02:08:00.002+08:00

M.I.A day!!!!
not going sch later but going out alone.. don know go where but just go.
Sry guys, pls still enjoy your lesson in sch and weijie do not skip sch ah!
I did not tell u cause i don want you to skip also!!!!

Thx all who were so concerned abt me! Esp. Weijie, Denise, Ronghao, Sheryl, Li En. Thanks!i love you all, bye bye all....

And I was Pisssed Off with that fker who tagged my blog!U made me tagged my CBox when i have not touch it for so so long! Dam you!

Purple bear what to do?
I am dying!
No more strength in life, no more pillar to support me anymore, no more love! Still could not believe the fact that you left me!

2010-05-05T00:06:00.006+08:00

I am missing you badly! i am crying deeply! i am praying that you would be safe!
I am praying that things will get better! I am praying for your return!
Took out the first ever letter you gave me and my tears just couldn't cease!:(

Why are you giving me up so easily? still rmb all these you said?:)..i will not let you go de!!!!:) you know? this was the best gift in my life ever!

I diao you!!I not happy!! cause you leaving me! Purple bear can you help me to bring her back?:)
IWY INY ILY IMY.....
pls come back! my one and only broccoli <33

2010-05-04T15:32:00.004+08:00

Today is the last day I truthfully smile! Bye guys...
Just lost smth very important in my life and i am very heartbroken...
tell me it's all a lie and come back to me will you?:(
the feeling of bestfriend!! Haix why I make you feel this way?:( hate myself!!:(

sry to make you guys went searching for me:(
thanks for all your concerns

2010-05-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

Finally see my dear today!Sry for my emo-ness but i know you understand right!!hahaXD
Finally gave her her motivational 4th month gifts...when i show weijie the pic he was like.."WOW!!hao kan leh!!" hahaXDD
Love you! <33
Study hard for your exams and jiayou too!:)

After meeting her, bus-ed to jalan kayu and drank 2 cups of Teh Tarih and headed back home! stomach was feeling rather discomfort after drinking it!

Prata hse at kayu!:)
ramdom picture...
Was doing bar on sunday and i heated choc sauce and it exploded when i just merely heated it for 35 sec! so weird!haha Xd but i like this picture!:)

2010-05-02T10:49:00.006+08:00

2010 Kovan NYNY Squads!

Hello aunties!!! muahaha XP

WOO It's my third slices of pizza!! haha XD

We all share and bought him a watch!!:) A Seiko watch which he wanted it for very long!:) He was so touched when he opened it!:) I am so glad!:)

Dedicated to Mr Chito!:)
All the best to you and may you stay happy forever!
feel free to come back anytime to your second home!:)
We will miss you!:(
The surprise farewell cum BD party went superbly well!:)
He was totally kept in the dark!than he felt something fishy.. how come suddenly more and more colleagues came in during closing! hahaha XP

yesterday work until 1030 than walked home from kovan! started walking from 1030 and reach home at ard 1 am!enjoyed the peaceful night!:)

2010-05-01T10:01:00.003+08:00

Its gonna be a short post!:)
Cause going to work le!:)
So happy!
4TH month!!!:)
HAPPY 4TH MONTH MY DEAR!:)
I LOVE YOU!!:)
shall update yesterday event at night after my work!:)

2010-04-27T23:18:00.006+08:00

AWW so sweet!:) prize presentation!:) congratulate Mr Weijie!:)hahah XDD

OMG We were chatting than found out actually 10 years ago we were here before!:)
Was chattin with him that this is my childhood favourite place, cause riding the motor ard is so fun!than he said he also sia! and we used to lived in serrangoon also! wow so we know each other for so long alrdy actually!hahah XDD

After weijie and Gina exchange finish their stuff, we went buy 2 can carlsberg and drink! than chat chat than walk to serrangoon interchange there!:) Walk ard than we stopped at basum malum!:) We were drawn by one booth called " DA YA ZI" hahah fun and cool!:) At the start i repulsed to play! but when weijie let me try one bullet! I was totally hooked onto it! i even wanted to go bank and withdraw money just to play more, but we were refuted by the time as it was quite late le!:(
I will be back!!!Mark my words!.. aim to win some prizes for my love one!:)

Wa this uncle hor.. Whacked us with high doubts over our army sia!Claimed our marksman skill sure fail one!:( u wait ah!! hahaha XD

YOG Singapore Air rifle male... Mr Goh Wei Jie! LOL LMAO

SHIT!!! MY tumbdrive spoiled!!:( I accidentally kick my tumbdrive sticking out from sch com, than it totally bended 30 degrees!:( There goes all my date, my drawings, my friends' drawing and blablabla! dam!:( needed a new tumbdrive when i just bought it! Pissed!:(

2010-04-26T23:18:00.015+08:00

Went anchorvale CC alone, was hoping to find some ppl to stroke.. but to no avail.. the moment i reached the sport hall, there was only 2 person, me ....and the aunty mopping the floor!:( Did footwork and practiced some trick shots...
Why everyone must comes in pair or even number!why not odd!?:(
Left in frustration! Not even a single match played!:( DAM
Thanks weijie so much!one msg,he wakes up in the middle of his nap and acc me eat dinner!:)thx bro:)

2010-04-23T23:41:00.004+08:00

Today was a superb day!!!:)
Badminton here I come!!!!!:) hohoho here come my chance again!!!:) got into into the team!!!Tp Sc badminton!!!!:)
Those in tampines campus and who are good in badminton...set by the teacher!!!... Interested pls contact me!!:) reinforcement in progress:)
Today had teambuilding session... than halfway went badminton "trial" with mr Tony and 2 other pro!:)haha 2-2 , It's been such long time since i played a full match alrdy!!:) thanks mr tony for giving me this prestigious opportunity to represent the sch:)I will strive hard and do my best!:)
Oh and Mr Tan treated Me Shean Jeral and ameerah to IKEA!!!:) thank you!!!:)
Than rush home, bathe, change and went vivo with weijie and yuan feng!:) welcome yuan feng to our clique!:) finally found one more can be as crazy like me and weijie:)hoho XD ... oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUAN FENG!!!!:)
Had a great outing with them!:) so fun and relaxing! nvr stop laughing as usual!:)hahah XD

Baby I know this period is very stress and tight for you! jiayou and do your best ah!:)I love you!:)Your forever understanding de BF will be right behind you... supporting you always!:)<33 take care lots hope time flies to end of exams!!hoho:)
XDDDDD

Goodnight everyone!:)
I am working tomoro!!:l
all the best!:)

2010-04-22T22:29:00.007+08:00

Marine marine!:)XDD

School and class had been great so far!:)I adore my course quite alot!:) Marine marine marine!;)
Had been studying about ships, need to learn all their parts and the reasons behind everything and blablabla!:)
Mr Lee and Mdm Supiah teaching was not bad!:) apart from Mr Moh!!!
He totally solved my insomnia problem sia! whenever his captivating voice floated pass my hears... no matter how energetic i am!!!! He bound to put me to slp!:( and HELL YA.. he taught until chapter 6 alrdy and i understand nuts!:( DAM!!!
But heng he nvr teach us marine!!muahahah! if not the ships we build sure capsize one!
WA and in class i was forced to wear full dress Jurong Ship yacht de "costume" to show the class the whole ideal of it!:( So heavy and so smelly sia..than so many ppl took photos!:( WTH!so paiseh!:(
Reach home at 6 plus, change and went anchorvale gym:) it's been decades since I last trained!it's time today!;)

LG cube
Life's Good,Life's Great,Life's Gratifying...:)

<333 1314

2010-04-19T19:08:00.003+08:00

Today school was alright! Student hub duty was alright!
After sch bus home with weijie and sweechiat! very long nvr go home with s.w. le.haha
Hope he can transfer to our class!:) than i went home while weijie as usual went to meet gina and accompany her to study at library, cause her mid year also coming! all the best!:)
all the best to my baby too!:) JiaYou!:)

My heart's aching badly! i am missing you badly!tears couldn't hold back!
take good care of yourself, and recently keeps on raining!wear jacket and drink more water!:)
Te Amo!:)<333

bye guys,
off for a walk!

2010-04-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

TP Friends of Sc meeting for student hub duties;)

Meeting in progress!!!~~~~~

Meeting went superbly well today:)stupendous one:) have fun doing your duties next week onwards:)This is my first time solo meeting seh;) spontaneously i became quite humorous... don know what's gotten into me at that moment and i am not at all nervous!;) but it's really great!;) so shuang!:) Think with the strong "S.L.X.N." pillar behind me, i really became stronger and tougher;) Thx love love!:)haha
Oh ...I found this on my friend's FB account and i find it very much of an impact indeed!:)
"When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy' They told me I didn't understand the assignment and I told them they didn't understand life"
lastly i want to say to my dear.. to jiayou for her studies although i have said to her million times!;) haha XDDD Take care this while and if you need me to study with you call me !!!;) i also hope can pei you and see u study!:)

Love the day i started knowing you, and even love the day 01-01-10 more, and since than you never leave my heart, strongly imprinted deep down in me forever!:)

Goodnight all!:)
Work tomoro!:)all the best to me!;)

2010-04-15T16:06:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone!:)Student hub timetable was finally effectuated and i am free to blog!!:) Woohoo!:)Boisterous laughter;)heehee XDDD
So stress sia but fun and challenging, need to compile so many different timetable and turn into sole timetable!
Sch started and the timetable sucks...everyday i got to wake up at 6!!!:( if i was the one who set it, i think should be very good ba;) hmm i think i will set 3 days study 2 days off day;)hahaha LOL
tues work was fun cause i know Denxel and i played with him for so long:)hahaha so cute!:)than asked my father to fetch my colleagues home cause raining:) thanks papa:)
than yesterday finally see my baby!:) so long nvr see her le.. but i will not see her for quite awhile due to her mid year!:( hehe Baby JIA YOU K!!?:) all the best! I alrdy given you my motivation liao ah:):P hehe xp so must jyjyjy ah:)heehee
I LOVE YOU to the power of infinitely!!!!:)
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Introducing denxel!:) so cute:) haha

see nice right?;)from blank microsoft doc until like that;)XP haha

Guys pls check your timetable!:) and carry out your duties:)
Reminder~~~~Friends of sc ,there will be a meeting on friday @ 1 pm sharp.pls be punctual:) Thanks:)

2010-04-12T18:19:00.002+08:00

School started today...
Wow....sian
but was glad that I am still same class with weijie
going out to have dinner alone
........
........
Hate to be alone
great it's raining:)

Oh ya forgot to post my new course!...
"Marine Offshore"!!is my new course... tough!! got industrial attachment in near future sia!:(

2010-04-09T23:24:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 7 today but went back to slp until 9 plus than go sch for SC event!!:)
So tired sia! so long nvr wake up so early liao!!:(hahaha
Played bonding games as usual blablabla.. the best part was the arrival of the mighty pizza!!!;) hohohoh!! 8 pieces seh!!;)be jealous:)hahaha
nth much, shall let picts do the talking!;)

Than after the event went home, than went baby's hse there and slack slack until 9 plus than went home:) on my way out saw HAN JIE and his friend!!:) so cute the both of them... took tons of photos with them!:) and i promised to buy them toys next time!:)hahaha

HAN JIE!:)

HAN JIE's PAL!:)

HAN JIE AND HIS PAL!:)

Night guys!:)
working tomoro!:)
all the best!:)
love my darling!<333

2010-04-09T00:27:00.003+08:00

Splendid day today!;)haha went out with Weijie for officially the last outing since holiday starting next week!:(:(:( will be dam fking missing this holiday one! so shuang!:(
Meet him at compass at 130 and we went anchorvale cc to play basketball:)reach there shoot for awhile, than saw 4 sec one malay and indian guys playing soccer, so we jio them for match!:)hohoho! had fun with them!:)awhile later they need to balek kampong....so long fellows, may we meet again:)hahaha
So weijie and i continue our bball:) played match~~tiring,than horse~~~rocks:),lastly ABC~~~sucks!!!hahaha
Play finish le, we went home change and we went bugis walk walk!:)Oh as usual, i bought tissue from that aunty! next time i shall buy her some food to eat!:)hehe i know it's ramdom!:) oh i bought a shirt!;) couldn't stop my mum from nagging the moment she know i bought a new shirt again!!!hahaha
than walk finish we bus-ed 80 and i went to my workplace while wj went home!;)
Bye bro cya soon!:) take care!:)
Went nyny to find my colleagues and bought them sushi!!:)
The feeling of home in NYNY is back;)
Oh and i hope my manager Chito will not leave the store!!:(

OK Goodnight guys!:)
This is my last day to be slping late and waking up late le! going sch tomoro!:(and sch starting nect week!:( all the best!:) hahahha

2010-04-06T00:18:00.012+08:00

Breek's Cafe

The dogs here are having sessions where they bid farewell to their hair:)haha cute!

I feel like being totally set free from today on after putting an end with Enyouth company~~!!!:) so shuang! been feeling rather insecure ever since the first day!:(
Hope it ends thoroughly!!:) my heart finally can settle down abit:) felt so much so lighter!:)

After being "setfree", i "dated" my gay partner weijie out to vivo to slack slack!:)
We went Breek's Cafe to makan!:) not too bad:) than after that went walk ard than slack outside. talk talk talk ... as usual!:)
Than 7 plus i went to meet my baby!!:) hehe finally... few days nvr see her face le!hahah pinch pinch!:)
Thanks for your gifts;) love them so much! thx for your cross stitching pig and the pig softtoy and the card;) heehee lovelove:)
Had a whale of a time today!;)<333
Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER;) MR POH RONGHAO AND TERENCE CHUA!!:)Best wishes!!!!!!;)

<33333333
Fever kuai kuai vanish!:)
Goodnight Dear!:)
Rest well!:)
<333

2010-04-03T16:37:00.001+08:00

So worry!!!!!!!!!:(

2010-04-02T23:58:00.004+08:00

CRAB!!;)
Look at how ter ahma kill crab! just like watching "The Omen" movie ahaha:)

Dinner time:)

Today went Terence house to celebrate his and ronghao's birthday!!:)
Sadded cause only got me, ronghao terence and brenda! so little ppl!!:(
But it's alright!:) we had fun nonetheless:)!
The moment we stepped into the hse, ronghao and me was "warmly" greeted by ,Max,
Terence's............. DOG!!!
He runs like a horse indeed!infact he gallops!!;) ahahaha so funny! but ronghao and me was screaming like playing in escape!haha
than slack awhile we decided to eat crab;) so ronghao and me we went Toa Payoh NTUC and bought 4 live crab at 19 plus $$;) not bad!:) than headed back to his premises!:)

than passed on to his ahma! "TOK TOK TOK!!!!" wa seh just look at the way how she massacred the crabs:)than after that played with max and took many pictures! this is the first time i get so so close with a dog!:) but i love it!:)heehee

than it's time for crabing!!! ~~~ Woohoo!!:) Sumptuous meal!!;)
Thanks Ahma!:)

after eating went play basketball, than got one stupid CB indian guy go report police, claimed we brought dog into basketball court! than police came and took down our info!:( Dam! and they reported us as trespassing, cause we climb over the gate while the court is actually locked!:)muahahah! Whatever!!!!it's just a small case, singapore police is way to free, as if it's a malversation or smth? LOL

Than funny~~~! as we were walking off from ter hse... we walked passed one big bunch of so called " great people of the society" the Ah Bengs:) than i kept staring at them but for no real reason!;) ahahah than when we walk away alrdy, they started shouting, No 4, red color shirt guy. @#@#%%&^%&$*$#@ blablabla!ahahaha so fun!
They can only curse and swear while i am having fun;) hohoho so fun provoking ahbengs!:)

Than after that took bus home, ronghao took mrt, while terence went over to brenda hse too stay over:)bye guys:) had fun with you guys today!:)

OK I am exhausted!:)Off to slp!:) Goodnight guys
and to my baby....
i love you!:)
<333333

2010-04-02T12:42:00.004+08:00

Happy 3RD Month:)

Of course you are worthy for me la!
Love you 1314!
you this silly pincher!;)
<333

2010-04-01T14:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Third month Baby!!!:)I love you!:)
HeeHee <333

When love strikes, the nagging comes! hahha sry for nagging again and again;) heehee
Always ah...pls rmb to take good care of yourself, rmb to drink more water, rmb to put money into pig, rmb to think of me, rmb to smile, rmb to write me emails, rmb to slp early, rmb to wear jacket when cold, rmb to accomapany mama and ahma more, rmb to take care during training, rmd to stay strong if met with distress,
rmb to listen to my mp3,rmb that i love you always, rmb to rmb all these ah!!;) hahahha still got many more de hor!!!hehe;)

Symphonies,
Harmonies,
Intricate within my heart,
The sweet music, you control,
Hypnotic tunes play vividly in my thoughts,
Images dance through out my soul,
Nourish this love.

Virtuoso,
A masterpiece,
Rapture from every cord,
Gateways to our future song,
Heartfelt moments,
Everlasting music will play,
Symphonies, this is where we belong;
Evolving love.

Going to celebrate later at park:)
heehee can't wait;)

2010-03-30T18:12:00.001+08:00

I love my baby Lee Xue Ni!!!!!!!;) <33333

2010-03-28T01:14:00.004+08:00

Encantado De connocerle, me llamo Albin, Estoy Bien;)
Lame!hahahhaa
OK It's time to update blog!:) hahaha sorry guys for not updating!
Hmm long time nvr blog, was lost for words!ahahah

I am tired of working, doing the same things alrdy! I hate facing fk up customers!! esp those rich-big-fk ones!! omg!!so demanding and so sickening!
Enough of work!i am like forever stuck during weekends so shall not talk abt it!:(
Life for me now is great apart from work cause it's getting way too boring and too many conflicts arises that spark and create tensions between the kitchen staff and service staff.. it's no longer like last time!!and ppl are all changing!:(

However....
Life's great when you have the one you love by your side, life's great when you have the one you love thinking of you, life's great when i just think of her, Life's just great with her ;)I am loving every part of my life with her around:)
My days now was like a routine:) almost everynight will be meeting my love!am superly loving this routine:)heehee am dam sure this will be my life routine:)
Shanice lee i love you:)
Sry for not able to accompany you on weekends but i know you understand de:)
thank you so much!:) blessed to have you:)
thanks Weijie for accompanying me for most of the day this weeks.had great fun joy and laughter :)
On friday night meet baby at amk and meet yan xu and elma at clubhse, elma super funny la, bought a whole big cake but nobody's bd! than shared by us ,4 person !! than 3/4 of the cake was destroyed under the hand of elma!omg heartdam pain!OMG!!!
than after that went to meet han rui and han jie! han jie was so cute and he is only 4 years old!!!!!! managed to turn myself from a bad guy image to a good guy!hahaha
ohoh recently just bought a nike jacket:)
Oh well Arsenal and birmingham drawn 1-1! dam late equalizer!!!A mistake from Almunia made arsenal's title hope in vain!:(
Nth much alrdy.. tomoro work again! jia you ba!
goodnight everyone
goodnight my baby!:)<33

Ke lian de cake! sry i wasn't able to save you!haha

My new jacket;)hoho

Someone ownself make de sia!hahah but it's very true;)heehee

counting down! few more days!!;)heehee <333

Aww i miss badminton super much! miss doing all those shits that i used to detest alot! anyone wanna play?;)

2010-03-18T22:11:00.005+08:00

Today went out with Baby, Yanxu, Elma and Han rui..
We met at her condo at 10 in the morning..wanted to go gym but we couldn't enter cause it's only for residents!what fkup rules they got!haha
than no choice we got to find other things to do, so we went Thomson Plaza to eat breakfast
After breakfast went back to the condo, than the girls stayed in the games room and study while the guys,YanXu and me, we guang ming zhen da sneaked into the gym, using the girl's resident card:)hohoho
The gym was so quiet and quite nice, but just abit lack of equipments but overall was great;)
After gym, i went swimming! finally after much long wait, i got to swim there:) hohoho:)so nice!:)
After swimming than we all slack slack at clubhse than walk here and there
Had so much fun, so crazy at times and laughed my heart out:)heheh
Baby's clique was way too cute! so fun!:)
Hope to hang out more:)
I love you baby!:)

ARGH!!FK singtel! my mum's phone bill was monthly set as $20 than bill came as $200!
You li shuo bu qing man!!than mum ask me help and fork out $100!bo bian!:( But nvm la:)

2010-03-17T12:56:00.006+08:00

Sudden flu!:(Dam it!:(
yesterday actually want to run home after work...than during closing suddenly flu, After work walk abit felt like dying than i took bus home, bathed and slp alrdy:)
Really sian ah:(
I think someone laid a curse on bartenders... those who do bar all sick.. first Zainah than Li yuen than was me:(

Its time for dessert pictures:)
For my baby:)
Just nice got two table ordered waffle with extra scopes of ice cream:)

Nth to do..sick?nvm la:)off to gym! long time nvr go le!
meeting my baby after that:)Happy training baby:)

2010-03-13T23:47:00.012+08:00

Yesterday went I.T. fair with Ah Bin and Ah Xiong:) had fun and after that bought macarons for my baby as she had craving for it:)hehe sweet right?;)hohoho waiting to post the pict but need wait for my baby to post;)hehe
Today work was super boring...sian sia!:(but see kids playing around i feel much happier..kids are so adorable and cute!!;)I just love kids!:)hehe
i can't help it but took pictures of a particular table...epic family to set the least!;)so funny la, the family like live in their own world sia...than super cute when i took the first photo, the girl ask me to take one more.than one after one...hehehe so dam cute..than they gave me so many different poses:)
here is a few of their snapshots;)

hahaa LMAO
they make my day as well as my baby's cute speech also make my day;)hoho

Photo updates for meed 1a chalet:)...
Had great fun and joy..will miss everyone and all the best to everyone:)
on the way to costa sand...slpy..yawns..haha

Look at my eyes...eyeing the cake only;)muahahaha

Us playing volleyball;)hmm i like this photo:)
Our liquor

And yea..Happy Birthday to Lysa!!:)hehe

Pool pool pool;)

Baby just want to say...
I love you!!;)hehe

2010-03-12T12:43:00.002+08:00

Seriously pissed with lame ppl...ppl who like to anyhow tag...
To the one to anyhow tag in my blog...and in my baby's blog..using my identity...e.g albin♥..e.g Albin and puting my url...
pls stop this nonsence and fk off!!!
If you think it will break us...than you are wrg..cause it will nvr ever happen!
Because i said so and nth in this world can come in between us!!
And thx baby for the trust and faith in me!
I love you:)

2010-03-11T18:25:00.008+08:00

Back from chalet!;) This will be our last class gathering :(... sadded... because next term we all change classes alrdy!:(
Had great fun:)
Starting played true or dare using my phone... quite fun and stupid...
got one which Dave kana twice which i find it super funny...
Whenever anyone says "and", bark like a dog until ur next turn!
than weijie kana one which is "open dare" we decide what to do..
The final decision goes... he got to go out and wave to someone until that person wave back!...so funny!:)
blablabla:)
after that played volleyball:) played match and we do spiking training:) dam shuang:)
Than bbq than 11 plus go play pool:)
than we all waiting for amin to come back and start drinking
...got 3 bottle sia! quite alot:) but i cutting down and quiting drinking.. so i only merely drank 3 small cups:)hehe
A handful peeps were drunk!! so funny sia!!muahahha:)
weijie also drunk..could not even walk straight!;)
After drinking me and weijie went swimming pool and sat beside the pool soaking our leg when the pool is " pronounced" ..."Closed"!:)...who cares:)heehe
We as usual..talked abt life ,stress, relationships,etc..."jiu hou tu xin shen"..I really envy him at times whenever he shares with me their sweet moments and the things she done for him and stuffs. everytime i feel helpless, talking to him really helps, everytime culminlating doubts overwhlemed me, talking to him really enlighten me:)
and i am really very happy that weijie finally found his happiness!
last forever!!! weijie and gina:)Than super ramdom sia.. we talk talk talk can even talk until pokemons...cards...and all lame stuff but that's us;)hehehe...
Thx bro so much:)hope can be in same class again:)
But there is also not much to envy abt.. i got my darling baby;)
If god allows me to make any requests, i firmly request for god to grant us more time to spend together and be together forever:)
days without you seriously sucks!:(
btw Jack neo's incident is really a disgrace sia! if i were him i don even have the face to face the public!So dramatic as well!"flawless plot to make news ah" ...director!
ok back to chalet..
than best..morning time... Amin happily slping than suddenly vomited sia! than he vomited on his whole body, his shirts and jeans totally drenched with his vomits!!He like dead ppl sia!!hahha
Foul air than filled the air!sia la smelly sia!haha than he just wipe away ah than want go home alrdy.. he went take cab..funny sia!:) pity the cab driver!
Morning than we went swimming while we were still halfway in our dreamland...
When i was inside the pool, my eyes was like one single line!:)hahaha
than swim hao check out and went eat breakfast than went home le:)

pictures will upload soon when i got from leeshean:) aunty hear that ah!!:)haha

Had a wonderful time:)
Bye guys..cya soon:)

2010-03-09T14:44:00.004+08:00

Baby I love you!
Had been sick these few days!!:( not in the best of mood for anything... plus got exams... but i just finished all my exams!!:) woohoo! a big load off my mind!;)
Heehee Sunday went went movie with baby...everything was good apart from the movie.. dam.. what a waste of our time! ... "DEAR JOHN".. guys pls do not watch!i keep yawning and yawning.. but it's was still great spending time with my dear in the cinema:)
Thx for being by my side when i am sick and thanks for being there for me at times!:)
heehee really blessed to have you:)
Simply three words to describe my feelings...
I LOVE YOU!:)

Bye guys..
going to work soon!:(
Tomoro got chalet!:)

2010-03-04T22:01:00.006+08:00

Anchorvale CC!!;)

caught you on camera..Weijie!

Spontaneously took my study stuff to my "class room" to study... wow! miracle!hehe

Currently in bus 80 now... So bored!! Decided to blog now.. It's 1hr30 min bus journey!
Hehe today was a great day... Went swimming in the afternoon with weijie;) hehe
slightly sunburned!:) heehee swim , played slides than chit chat abt life again!! Stress and stress!!:( haix !!
Had great fun and super relaxing!!;)
than swim finish le went mac with weijie... Than eat le went home change and meet him at compass than went peninsula and vivo walk walk!!:) hehe tomoro studying at amk library again!!:) must really study hard!!!:) hopefully can do well!!:)
but before that me going bishan to book court first for Sunday night!!;) heehee can't wait!!first time playing with my dear!;) me took half day off to accompany my dear!;)
Haiz days without seeing my baby really sucks!!!

Shall upload pict when I reach home!:)
now going back to emo le...music;) hehe
Current addictions...Fight for this love- Cheryl Cole, All or nothing- Theory of a deadman, Halo- Neyo, Alice- Avril lavigne... super nice!:)heehee

bye guys!:)
goodnight:)

2010-03-02T00:13:00.004+08:00

Gift of a lifetime!

Happy 2 months! back from dating!;)hehe
Thank you so much for the card you made!Really love it so much! knowing that you took hours to make the card ...to me the card is really priceless and it shall me my lifetime antique and my only thing to buried tgt when i die.haha!;) This is really the best gift in my life i had received!! hmm but she said got one more thing!hmm anticipating!!muahahah;) tyty love love!!:)

and Yea keep our promises!!;)me just can't stop reading the card again and again!hehe so cute and i am really so touched!!:)

2010-03-01T16:06:00.003+08:00

Happy 2 Month!;)
love love! heehee

Song dedication to my darling!
nice lyrics esp the chorus..fully expressed my love!;)

梁文音 - 三個願望

主唱：梁文音
作詞：姚若龍
作曲：陳小霞
編曲：黃韻仁

你開始會計劃未來了
滿臉認真拉我看新領的存摺
像火山的脾氣少很多
很忙也會記得抽空聯絡

你做的事我都看見了
所以抱你的時候眼裡紅紅的
就算你有時候會犯錯
怎麼捨得再不開心什麼

＊你答應送我三個願望
　第一個希望你能健康開朗
　第二個希望我能更懂體諒
　第三個希望我們永遠有話講＊

＃其實我不用三個願望
　每一天都有感動值得收藏
　每一夜天使陪我祈禱仰望
　每滴淚都被你的魔法變陽光＃

因為很愛所以會想通
不再去堅持己見讓彼此難過
當感情很穩定很濃厚
退讓也會有種甜蜜感受

Repeat＊＃

感謝我們的愛情沒有翅膀
一步步走在往幸福的路上
才有足夠的時間好好欣賞
兩顆心春夏秋冬細緻的風光

byes guys!going out to celebrate!;) heehee

2010-02-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

Can't seem to locate my soul
tiredness and tons of misses engulfed me!
Although this few days you are so far from me
but we got forever to spend
and forever is what I see in you
with love!:)

2010-02-28T03:53:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU :)

2010-02-27T01:58:00.003+08:00

Today most of us nvr go school..cause today going marine somewhere to play kites! lame! so instead we meet up and went amk library to study!:)
1030 meet leeshean and jaliah to eat breakfast at kfc..but my part is mostly stealing their food!hahaha:)
after that went library to start our revision...than we started to gossip!talk alot sia..haix how come got ppl borrow money from ppl than don know how to return one ah?somemore close friends leh!somemore i heard that those victims sometime do not even have enough money to eat!:( which makes me wonder why such ppl exist?
After that weijie and gina came:)than we all study until 6 plus 7 plus than leave le...managed to complete one whole ETTV Calculation question... first time sia!But was wrg in the end!:( sian!!
After that me meet my dear and bused to her hse.Was stress and down at the start cause we are facing a critical situation which might make or break us...but she manage to salvage the situation...hehe:) lovelove
after that my heart totally was like weightless!;)hehee
than meet up with her friends, Elma and Han Rui... we sat down and chat..than nth to do, than we decided to play the very famous..."True or Dare" using my phone's "Gun application" Super fun and hilarious;) hehe
many stupid "Dare" sia..like eat leave and eat flowers, and many explicit "True" questions..hahah but was dam fun and relaxing;)

than after that went staircase slack slack with dear after the departure of elma and hanrui;) than went to take bus...and when i was inside the bus...found out that my ez link card was not in sight!:( lucky i got enough coins!
than was waiting and waiting for my last bus 88 at bustop and lucky i didnt miss it;)hehe saved my cab fare;)
than in bus was annoyed by 2 CB-rian, i was dam slpy at that time and somemore i got no mp3 source cause my phone battery was totally flat...they were dam noisy...keep on knocking onto the chair as though they are holding a concert band performance!!DAM!

went home bathe blog slp!
Hopefully as time goes by, her parents will understand!:)
Love ya;)

goodnight.. working tomoro!;) Jiayou ba!!!:)

2010-02-25T15:19:00.003+08:00

In class now!:( dam moodless and dam worried today:( haix hope everything will be alright:)
I really love you alot!!:( really felt very blissful and this the first time I felt yet so simple life but yet blissful even just listening to mp3 in bus:)